Having worked in the
university library for almost two years now, – first only for the English
Department, now for the whole of the Unipark – I’ve noticed that I’m getting
strange. I start remembering and paying attention to weird things. Things like
the exact shelf marks for nice or even not-so-nice books. Things like the
general inability of art history students to find shelf marks A-D in their
section of the library. Things like the belief inherent in library users that
merely because there are currently no baskets available they can just walk in
with their bags.
The
most recent trend is much more shocking, though. It’s a notion that’s been
steadily creeping into my consciousness for a few months, a notion that I’d
been fiercely rejecting because of its absurdness.
Sadly, however, I feel myself forced to admit its truth: people don’t borrow novels anymore. They just don’t. Unless, of course, they need a special one for a literature class and are too cheap to buy their own copy. (How is such an attitude even possible? I use every proseminar as an excuse to spend vast sums of money on books.) They borrow secondary literature for their papers, they borrow dictionaries for their exams, they borrow loads and loads of secondary-school work books (my, how I hate those) for their didactics classes, but they don’t borrow novels just to read them.
Sadly, however, I feel myself forced to admit its truth: people don’t borrow novels anymore. They just don’t. Unless, of course, they need a special one for a literature class and are too cheap to buy their own copy. (How is such an attitude even possible? I use every proseminar as an excuse to spend vast sums of money on books.) They borrow secondary literature for their papers, they borrow dictionaries for their exams, they borrow loads and loads of secondary-school work books (my, how I hate those) for their didactics classes, but they don’t borrow novels just to read them.
Actually,
this insight quite threw me for a loop once I was able to bring myself to
acknowledge its truth. The reason why it’s so shocking to me is that it’s
completely contrary to my own worldview. I can’t say that there are many things
I like as much as reading novels. (Well, perhaps watching the corresponding BBC
adaptations.) Not just any novels, though. While I do like many 20th-century
(mostly British) writers such as David Lodge, E.M. Forster, Daphne Du Maurier,
or Margaret Drabble, those novels that make me a truly passionate reader were
written predominantly in the 19th century: Jane Austen, the Brontës,
Elizabeth Gaskell, Charles Dickens, and Thomas Hardy – these are my idols.
Lately,
my list of favourite writers has gained a valuable addition: Frances Burney.
That’s why I now feel myself obliged to extend my favourite period of English
literature back into the 18th century. What has brought on this
happy incident is the fact that I signed up for a literary seminar on the 18th-century
Epistolary Novel. So for the last few weeks I’ve immersed myself into countless
JSTOR articles on the novel of manners, conduct books, treatises on the rise of
the novel in letters, and, most of all, in Burney’s Evelina, completely engrossed in matters of propriety and politeness.
So once
again, I’m experiencing one of my “extreme reading” periods. And while these periods
– like the present one – are extremely productive on an academic and personal
level, on a social level, they’re not. There are a few writers that make me
anti-social: I’ve experienced this with Jane Austen and JK Rowling, but I have
to admit that I didn’t expect Fanny Burney to have quite such an intense effect
on me. These periods are usually marked by an excessive consumption of little
else than coffee, chocolate, and noodles, very little sleep, and a general feeling
of indignation at anyone who interrupts my reading. (Even my cat, and this is
saying something, for she profits from a list of special rules in our
household.) This is also the time when I start confusing English and German and
writing stuff like “sie fällt in die Liebe” for papers I have to write in
German. And ultimately, I tell my friends more than they care to hear about a
certain movement in English literature and writers who are representatives of
this period.
Also,
and this is where it gets really problematic, these periods of intense reading have
an impact on my tolerance limit concerning “non-readers” using the library.
While I have difficulty not taking over the 18th-century spelling
conventions (which gives you words like “uncontroulable” and “chearfulness”), I
meet people in the library who refuse to even think about borrowing a novel.
I
feel quite sad for them, really. Even though they have been at university for a
couple of semesters, many students have no idea how to use the library simply
because they are quite satisfied with xeroxing the things they find on the
reserve shelf. They don’t know how much they are missing! Anybody who has ever
been truly fascinated by a story must have an urge to repeat the experience!
Isn’t it truly wonderful to miss your stop on the bus because you’re so
absorbed in a good book? If you have to be careful to be polite if someone
interrupts you while you’re reading?
There
are a few people who occasionally borrow a novel only to return it a
day or two later, which kind of suggests that they haven’t read it at all. Reading
Jane Eyre in a single afternoon seems
pretty extraordinary to me.
I’m
not saying that the way I go about things is ideal. Neglecting your social life
on account of reading over a longer period of time won’t do you much good
ultimately. For what good can it bring to mentally live in the 18th
century where ladies wear wonderful dresses and where gentlemen are chivalrous
and paragons of politeness, if you forget you have your own life to live? After
all, Catherine Morland ultimately has to wake up from her dreams of a past era
and live in the here and now – that is to say, her here and now, as much as I
have to live in my here and now.
So
in effect, I guess that a compromise would be the thing to strive for. I know
that I’m being a stickler, a nerd, and a fanatic when it comes to literature. But
actually, I think these waves of being a little anti-social are still a little
better than categorically refusing to read. Especially if you’re a language
student. Even if you’re really not interested in reading for the sake of
reading (which makes no sense whatsoever, but anyway), why not see it as an
indispensable means of acquiring loads of new words and phrases? So I suppose I do concur with dashing Henry
Tilney when he says that, “the person, be it gentleman or lady, who has not
pleasure in a good novel, must be intolerably stupid!”
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